Sorry that we were away.

Some kind soul, under COMMENTS wished my death.
He has no idea how close his wish was.
The odd thing is that I had willed it.
Three times I tried to get into heaven and three times I was sent back down here.

So, to my dear friend who wished my death, believe me, it was not that I did not try to bring it about - to MAKE it come true what you wanted. But upstairs would not go along.

Perhaps you might reconsider wishing my death in 2 years time. But I can't promise that I will be willing it because I am not disposed to oppose upstairs now.